Looking through old pictures, makes my heart hurt. especially one photo. one of my first true love and I. You can see the love on our faces, see how we both are completely comfortable with one another and just so in love. I feel like I am never going to have that again, and that hurts me. I’m in a relationship with a really great guy but he has never came close to making me feel the way I did with my first love. And I really hate it. I miss him so much and there is nothing I can do about it. I feel as if I will never fall back in love with anyone.